Circle of a Dream
With soft clatter of seven-fold antler
The white stag did raise me from my sleep
He whispered so fleeting
That which brought me into being
I offered up my soul for his keep
I offered up my soul for his keep
My faery-frost kiss to a pale wintry mist
Did melt as it clung to his coat
Fell his antler to the shore
And I made it as my oar
To row in a birch bark-ed boat
To row in a birch bark-ed boat
The source of the river—all a-swirl—all a-shiver
From waters of three brook-lets bold
Took charge of my coracle
Like the word of an oracle
The chart of my course to unfold
The chart of my course to unfold
Now that first stream of three sprang forth ‘neath a tree
Of holly with berries blood red
Through forest dark and deep
That water it did creep
‘Til into the broad river it bled
‘Til into the broad river it bled
The second little stream poured straight out of a seam
Of bedrock so high up in the cloud
And as it tumbled fast
An old rowan tree it passed
That bore the mark of lightning brave and proud
It bore the mark of lightning brave and proud
Over the hill the third brook did spill
From crystal pond filled like a seeing bowl
It wound all through the heather
Red white and purple all a-feather
Of sweet honey and good fortune it foretold
Of sweet honey and good fortune it foretold
The Queen of the Night dressed in full evening light
Danced up the sky to lead me on my way
And as I paddled deep
My mind was far from sleep
But my hunger—like a hound—did growl and bay
My hunger—like a hound—did growl and bay
Ancient salmon I saw and I drooled down my jaw
But to ever catch he swam too swift for me
Still I chased him near and far
‘Til I grounded on a bar
Of sand where stood a hazel nut-ted tree
On the sand there stood a hazel nut-ted tree
Of sweet hazel fruit I ate ’til the night was growing late
And the star wheel turned to urge me–move along
As I knelt to wash my hands
Looked up at me a man
To the Otherworld he surely must belong
To the Otherworld he surely must belong
I reached for his face—instead—in its place
A smooth black circle-stone my fingers met
From the river bed I ladled
That slick rock to my birch cradle
For soon I’d need a spot to lay my head
For soon I’d need a spot to lay my head
Twice more I saw the man look up at me again
Twice more I tried and tried to touch his face
Each time he vanished free
As I seized up stone times three
‘Twas then I knew he’d never leave that place
‘Twas then I knew he’d never leave that place
I crawled back in the boat and decided to float
And let the Goddess take me where she would
I made up my bed
Three smooth stones for my head
Then I laid me down to dream of something good
I laid me down to dream of something good
The next thing I knew I found that I flew
Straight up to a doorway in the sky
Upon threshold made of oak
True vision veiled by smoke
On the cusp of summer’s ending there stood I
On the cusp of summer’s ending there stood I
Much to my surprise as the smoke cleared from my eyes
I discovered that I now had faces three
One face looked toward the past
To the future one was cast
The third face turned to search inside of me
The third face turned to search inside of me
As I gazed back into time a cold hearth I did find
The cooking fire to ashes it had turned
But as I peered ahead
Nine sacred woods lay stacked abed
A great bonfire a-waiting to be burned
A great bonfire a-waiting to be burned
The logs yet lacked a spark to light up the long dark
Without a flame the winter freeze would kill
Then I turned within my sight
Saw my soul was blazing bright
And with that pure white heat the fire was fulfilled
With that pure white heat the fire was fulfilled
Now I took up a brand to carry in my hand
And I flew from fire circle to the sea
As the tides beat on the beach
With that blazing torch I reached
To plant a newborn paper-bark birch tree
To plant a newborn paper-bark birch tree
Last I laid down in its lee, and the white stag came to me
He snuggled to my side to keep me warm
As I fell to rest I prayed
Thanks for the journey that I made
And thank you for your shelter from the storm
Thank you for your shelter from the storm
Thomas Hubbard (10/2005)
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